Jabroner's Daily Description

You ever get the feeling...


Well i've been working hard. learning all the new aspects to my job that i can and making sure everything is cool. so far so good. i like the job and am trying to learn all i can as fast as i can. you ever try to eat a cinammon bun that is way too hot? well i'm dealing with that right now... jeebus my fingers are about burned off...

Things are going right now... as with my job, so far so good. But sometimes i just get a weird feeling. and only certain things trigger it... like a response to a question or rather the tone that is used to answer teh question.

meh, maybe i'm just being a finicky lil biatch. There are many more things out there.... way more.

~Mike

TONIGHT

Tonight is my first nite working in the jail. Oh, btw, i got hired. lol. yesterday i did all the final paperwork of signing my life away and now i'm a cadet. awesome. hopefully once i start with my paychecks i can get my nice belt that i want so i can put my cuffs somewhere... lol yea i have handcuffs now. they also gave me a badge... well two. a name badge and an actual badge that says "corrections". i'm on my way to getting one that says "law enforcement". well that's the plan atleast. o and i forgot... i got a uniform too.

needless to say i'm a little excited. i've got the first day jitters... but that'll settle down. it's like starting school all over again. well that is all for now... i have other worries to tend to. my truck is acting up something weird... and i don't know wtf is up with it. transmission sounds funny in 1st and 2nd gear, third is still with me thank god. i just hope i can make it to and from work the next two days... if not, i'll see about getting a ride.

well that is all for now, i'll see bout posting up later. just to let you know how the first day went...

~Rock On...

Yep

So it's been a little while and you haven't heard from me. believe me its not for the lack of having time to type all this. I have plenty of that these days. last week i did all my medical stuff for the sheriff's dept and i hope i'm given the "go" so that i can work there. i'm really really bored here at home with nothign to do and i think i've watched about every dvd we have here atleast once.

Other than that, things are going alright. i wish i was out fishing instead of stuck indoors but i have to conserve my gas so that i can travel to and fro. Things are just kinda there. not exactly going anywhere. i haven't shaved in like... a week. my face itches. i think i'll shave today and shower... that's always something to do. i need my phone turned on. stupid bills... atleast if i have my phone on i'll be somewhat ok. well i really don't have much else to say at this point. just kinda killing time right now... gee gee i'm out.

~Rock On...

Gettin' there

Trying to get the necessary things done so i can start working already. a couple more exams and i should be in good shape.

Well i had posted something new, but i don't think it was published. bah...

Well. where should i start?

i quit my job at lowe's. i got tired of the b/s they gave me about everything and decided it was time to move on. i'm looking into a career in law enforcement but who knows right now. My personal life was getting better, but at this exact point i dont' know where it is heading. that feeling of impending doom still lingers, but not as much these days. i have so much to say and so much that i want to vent, but i don't or rather can't find the courage to type it. i'm scared. for the first time in my life i'm scared, almost on the verge of being terrified and simply b/c of matters of the heart. why does love do this to us? why should this emotion take control of our lives and drive us to do the things we do? I'll just leave it at that. i'm scared. scared of losing her... i don't want to. I need her.