Jabroner's Daily Description

still working on the paper, i gotta hurry cuz i gotta talk to heather...

blah, nothing much going on, i have to write a paper or something for geography class that's due tomorrow, i'm just gonna go blah blah blah whatever and turn it in... werd. k gonna go for now, i'll be back.

went fishing, more info at 10. well not really but later on you'll know what happened. gg <--- i got to see heather on thurs... ROCK... or should i say pool?

saddest thing in the world: 21 gun salute... followed by taps...

wow, new blog format.... sweet looking gj blogs guys

just to let you know, i'm alive... almost gg now ---> heather's coming in... although i wish it was for a diff reason...

WHOLLY SHIT!?!?!
I HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW!!!! RIZOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

baaaaahahahahaah maury today.... "I'm only 15, are you my baby's daddy?" hahahhah damn, half of the sluts on there were accusing the wrong guy... hahah well anywho, went fishing last nite with the rents, caught a small sandie that was it.. oh and some bait, haha. well other than that, nothing is really going on, i have good news for heather... but she has to call me before i tell her... other than that, nothing is going on, and so i shall retire and see what i can make for din din. NO GG

bleh... that sums up today... just bleh

just got in from fishing... well about 45 mins ago. wasn't a bad day at all, just hot. wind was nonexistant and there was bait EVERYWHERE. saw about 10 tailing reds and almost kicked one. caught my first fish ever with a gold spoon too. nice 18" red. just short... maybe its better, then i would've had to clean it, not that i mind. the 'rents are coming up sunday... yay, shopping. grocery shopping that is.
well i'm waiting for my pizza to show up so that is and it just showed up... sweet!

EVERYTHING SUCKS. nobody calls, nobody writes... jeezuz its like i'm dead to everyone. sadl;fkj;sdklf kl;a sdfas BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ASD;JFASOWPEIHF ASODFFSAUCKLSAD JFKLASD FJSDIFUFUCK SDAFUASKLDFJ ASDIOFU SDFJSONE ABOA FSDAFO SDFIBICH ASDFJASDKLF AAIYSF SDLFJ SADL;KFJSKLAD;FJ ASMOTHER FUCKERJ ALSDFJKL;SDJF L;AKSDF ASODFJASDOF SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSA FASLDKFJASKLDJF ASLDFJSDLAK FJSDIOARUL KFUASFLKJSFU KF SADLFUASD FL;KSADJF ASDI HATE ATHA;SLJF ASKLTHISH SS SHIT
YEA THAT's how i fucking feel dammit, fuck off!

got up and went to take my test... yay, i think i did alright. not bad... missed a few things on the essay but then again, who doesn't? things are ok for now i guess... still no one to talk to around here... which sucks. gonna go fishing tomorrow morning for the 3rd week in a row, i think the guys that go out there are finally recognizing me... which is good, i'd like to atleast make one or two friends... haha i'm lonely, so what? and hungry... everything's frozen though and i don't know what to make anyway, groceries are finally thinning out here. aside from the frozen stuff the fridge looks purty sparse. i wrote a letter to heather today in between my break from test to class. so i hope she likes it, which reminds me, i'm gonna go mail it right now. no gg not until i see heather... then gg for all

woke up late today... missed my bus and my only class of the day.. gg mike... ugh, oh well i'm off to the hosp, don't fret nothing bad, just looking for work, maybe i can do a receptionist job or something like that, if not, i can move bodies to the morgue haha no gg...

meh... bored. don't feel all that great, and i miss heather to top it all off. things around here blow goats and i just wanna do something. i'm in the 3rd week of being ALL alone. sucks... no one around to talk to... no one to eat dinner with. no one just to say hey, what's on tv? meh, i'm depressed again. my mic came off my computer. well the sticky stuff died on the side of the monitor, so it doesn't stay anymore, just as well, i don't use it any more. i have my new headphones which i rock out on... they have a mic. there was suppose to be some t-storms tonite, but i think they all wen't around me... just as well, i didn't feel like having to put up with the thunder or lightning. no tx history tomorrow so i get to sleep in a little bit. joy. no class till 10. rizock. after that, hit up the hotels around here to see if they need someone to work for them (namely me). man, this blows... i've got cabin fever and i don't know how to get rid of it, its just making me more and more depressed. it doesn't matter if i go out and do stuff, cuz then it only gets worse.... i think its cuz i haven't been able to see heather for like a month. hmph...
on the bright side, i got to see episode 2 on hbo today. great fight sequence between yoda and Duku. well i think that's enough ranting and raving for a while, i think heather's gonna call back. or atleast i hope she does. i'm so sad.

Dear lord, what is happening to sports?

finishing the conclusion of my paper and waiting for heather to call.. seems like she will right before i end up posting this... just my luck. haha well woke up early today, worked on my video skills. not too shabby, kinda choppy, but once i get the programs i need and stuff, i'll get rockin. nothing else going on... gonna go for now... no gg. bah. and if you read this, post a comment to let me know what you would like to know... i put up the comment system and no one talks to me any more :( i feel unloved... no gg

you guys gotta check this out... click on the Stephanie Tanner Project link... hoep you have lots of time, cuz its long, but well worth it hahahah latez.... btw, no gg

going to compusa to go pick up a printer cartridge. joy. it hot out and the storm made it hotter, gg storm... ass. anywho, **, heather's out having fun, and i'm stuck here having to write a paper. fargle... oh well, i guess that's the way the cookie crumbles... no gg...

it was a dark and stormy nite...
yadda yadda yadda... thunder and lightning with a whole lotta rain. other than that, nothing. i'm bored... no one around to talk to. nobody interesting online either.. crappy thunder is scaring the crap outta me. very unexpectedly. well i'll post the post thunderstorm update later... no gg...

This just got sent to me... check it. ha

well i went fishing this morning.. lotta bait out there, but no takers... too much wind too. i couldn't ride my bike half way cuz the wind was soo bad that it was blowing me off. i gave up around 9 and got home right at 10. i'm making good time now. saw one guy catch a small red on live bait and that was the extent of the trip. no bites, no nibbles... meh. like i said too much wind. so now i'm gonna sleep a little bit, wake up and get cracking on stuffage. i miss heather alot. i need her. she's my everything. sappy? yes.... but true. i hope she checks her email if she gets online. oh well... i'll see what i can do... i'm bored and i need a hug... no gg.

just got off the phone with heather... seems like she's enjoying her job over at the school, and they're looking out for her... which is a plus. anywho, **, we talked a while and i know i've said this before, but i really really really miss her. i want to see her so bad, but i can't b/'c i have no job, no money, and most importantly, no car.. damn my luck. she seems better off than me that's for sure... i know i'm hurting bad... and i'm starting to show it. she atleast can somewhat hide it... that's not good when i start showing it. man, this sucks the big fat monkey nut. to take my mind offa things, i shall be going fishing in a couple hours. i'm also starting my new "therapy" for ridding myself of the depression blues. hopefully this will cure me of what's ailing me. not a whole lot is going on around here.. i think the biggest news is that i miss heather and i'm depressed cuz i'm all alone :*( anywho, i guess i'm gonna cry myself to sleep again... and then wake up in afew hours to go fishing. this blows, i miss heather so much but i can't really explain how badly i miss her without making myself seem like a whiny bitch. but that's what i've amounted to... a whiny bitch. someone come hold me. i'm soo alone... i need heather... if you could take me to her, i'll give you ... a cookie? i dunno, i'll think of a reward that is well deserving. i'm going thru heather withdrawl right now... aklsjfklas;djf asdjf ok ok ok ok, i'll shutup about missing heatherh already... no gg tonite... no gg until i see heather...

no matter what, no matter who, no matter what i do, somebody hates me! and i hate somebody too!
Reel Big Fish has some great songs. anywho, got done paying the bills well... 2 for now, the internet and the phone. i'm waiting the light bill :[ and the water and the dreaded rent. meh, not too bad... gonna go fishing tomorrow. i made it all the way to academy today. not too bad for being so damn hot. travelled a total distance of about 2.5 miles. meh, my feet hurt bad... i wasn't about to wear my stinky adidas. they got wet when that storm blew thru... they smell purty bad. anywho, that is all for now, i think i'm gonna relax a bit...

do you all ever get that feeling you know you were suppose to do something... but yet couldn't figure it out. anywho, i'm off for now... off my rocker that is...

rubber ducky, you're the one! ::quack quack:: rubber ducky you're so fun! ok, so i'm bored. what else is new, took my geography test and got out early, now i need to worry about a paper that's due monday for my tx hist. class... oh joy. fargle... well i'm still going fishing tomorrow, so gg to me. still miss heather... badly. she seems happy though working at her job, and yes, i've already harassed her there. i'm obessed what can i say. but do you blame me? anywho, i'm gonna eat something, prolly a bowl of cereal and get cracking on finding me some work. yea, that's about all for now. more to come later. werd doods... oh and btw, if you're going to san antonio and live in the corpus area, please take me to SA. i don't care where you drop me off, but atleast i'll be closer to heather and she can atleast pick me up.. well no... wait, i'll just walk.

i've made up my mind, i'm going fishing tomorrow morning. just like last week. should be fun, hopefully it won't be too windy. i need to relax some after a very eventful week. but things are getting better, and its not like i'm being lazy... i just want to do something fun for myself. meh, enough explaning, i'm going, that's that. L337 b4by... L337.

Hulk looks gay. really don't wanna see it, but i do in a way... guess i wanna see how bad they made it. stupid hollywood. always gotta ruin good comic books. but i do like x-men. they did an alright job on it. so far. phoenix saga should be the next movie... rizock. anywho, i talked to heather, and things seem alright. i wanna go see her so bad. i'm not sure when i'll be able to though. hopefully a job will be in the future. i'm tired of not having money for bills and/or being able to see heather. dammit. anyway, i'm not that tired, took a long nap today. like 8 hours worth... and now i'm starting to feel tired again. i'm listening to some 311 and thinking about stuff. what kind of stuff you ask? well... wouldn't you like to know... that's all i gotta say. i downloaded some cool CS skins for winamp the other day... yea i know i'm a nerd, but oh well. gg to me. i finally picked up all the spare change that was all over my floor... and now i can walk without worry of picking up quarters on my feet. well i guess i should go to bed now. i have class tomorrow and a test in geography. hopefully it won't be too bad... heather starts work tomorrow, answering phones at a school. gg to her. i miss her. ok, i'm gonna go now and cry myself to sleep b/c i have no car, no money, no way to see heather, and most importantly, no one to hold me while i cry..... yea, i'm a little depressed... no gg for me tonite :*(

boy, i sure have complained alot in the past... oh gawsh... however many months i've had the blog account. anywho, **, things are weird right now... and i dunno where they are going... hopefully i'll be able to go fishing friday like i had wanted to. we'll see. i want a new computer. i want a job... anything!!! i'm starting to consider whoring myself out on the streets by the base... haha i don't think that'll work though... i know fishing would be great... but its not gonna pay the bills... it'll just put food in my belly. which isn't a bad thing... i got my sugar under better control faster than i had anticipated. PLUS i'm losing some weight. gg me. anywho, NO cs for a while, partly b/c my backup (hector) isn't able to play. so bah. anywho, it'll help me concentrate on my studying. that IS if the weather doesn't clear up. then i have to go out, look for a kick ass job (anything really) pay my bad ass bills... and then fish IF i have time. which sources tell me... as well as signs... point to no. bargle... fargle. anywho, **, i'm out g's... got a whole lotta nothing to do before the mrs. calls me. gg .

shit shit and more shit. life sucks... someone get me a sledge hammer or a .45 with hallow points so i can end it. shit... fuckin shit. maybe next time i'm out wading i'll step into a big mudhole and that'll be the end of it. joy. no gg... fuck it all... bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! someone hold me...

what happened?? i'll tell you. i got my hopes up. FUCK!

just got off the phone with heather... she might MIGHT, emphasis on MIGHT come see me. i don't wanna get my hopes up yet, cuz we all know what happens to mike when that happens... NOT what's suppose to happen that's what. anywho, **, things are great, fishing was a blast and i've gained some fishing knowledge thru my sis's ability to extract info from other fisherman. ie. she talked to some other waders. anywho, found some new fishing spots to hit up, and know a few more things about soft plastics... well gg i'm gonna go to bed. OH, almost forgot, hector's sis had her baby today... so that's one more niece to have to look after... gl on that man. haha well congrats yvonne. that is all for now homies... i'm out g's... werd.

Went fishing with my sister my bro in law and my nephew, came out with these nice specks and some others that i caught... but those didn't make it home with us cuz they were too small. all in all a beautiful day for fishing and being out with family. Other than that, i miss heather... but hopefully i'll be seeing her soon. well my nephew is going nuts and i'm hungry, so i'm out for now, more to come later on. werd, gg.

went out early today to get some fishing in as a scouting report of sorts. caught 5 trout. not too bad... did better than the live bait throwers who were catching hardheads and skipjacks... even kept one i think, why i dunno. but oh well. no keepers to take pics of today... maybe tomorrow. its rought getting over to the fishin spot on your bike... but i did it. 10 miles in all. to and fro. my legs are TIRED. plus i need a shower... BAD. oh well, gg doods.

well... what to say... the first week of summer school is gone and i've already been told that i have a test on monday. tx hist. joy. anywho,**, i was planning on going fishing tonite... or this evening down by the oso bridge. but looks like no dice on that, its been raining off and on for a while and looks like its not gonna dry up soon... so i dunno, if it does by like 3 am then i think i'll head out there early in the morn to see if i can pick up some trout or even some reds. I have yet to catch a red out there wading, i know they're there though, cuz i see them chasing bait right up onto the little wade bar. just can't catch them :*( well that is all for now, gg

I'm sad... i haven't been able to talk to heather today... ugh... i'm depressed now. i wanna see her. or atleast talk to her. :*(

added another class to my summer schedule... so now i'm at 6 hours. gg me. anywho, FINALLY played some CS after like... 3-4 week absense. didn't do bad at all... if i had made a demo of it, it would've rocked, but i did well and hector was there to back me up so that's another reason i did so well. well that's about it for now... its gonna be a while till i get to talk to heather. so i'm gonnna eat dinner now, gg doods.

i caught thisNICE SPECK before i went home and waaaaaaay before i left for SA. that fish was gooooooood. so was the flounder. i need to fix my site. my directories are all screwed up and so no one can see my kickass backgrounds or anything... gg mike. anywho, **, i'm just here. finding a job seems promising now. and i'm really looking forward to that. and getting done with school faster. i might have to take some other course *dont wanna get into that* so i can have financial aid for fall. my original thought was to jump on my bike and head out towarsd oso to go fishing... but that flopped and i'm just waiting for my meat to thaw out so i can cook myself some dinner. so rock on and all that jazz... that is all for now... btw,
winamp: Trapt- made of glass
windows open: 6
IMs: 0 <----- there is the problem...
nobody wants to talk to me :{
fine.. be that way. haha gg.

its come to my attention that i have failed to mention that heather and i went to a movie... not just any movie.. but FINDING NEMO. great movie... kinda long, but it was worth it... i'm having some serious probs tryuing to tpye tonite, my meds kicked in and dropped my sugar level waaaaaaaaaaaaaay down so i'm really jittery and its hard to control my fingers... so i'm gonna eat some bread and hope that this goes away... atleast till i can cook some breafkast in the morn... no gg tnotie bery very jittery... ugh